Well, this is an attempt for a very close friend who has been insisiting that I "re-start" writing again... well, it was a passion a few years back, not few, many years ago... till i stepped into this big world of career and responsibilities and almost forgot to connect with myself. Why almost.... I completely lost myself.
So, here I am, liking the feeling of suddenly opening up myself and drowning in a pool of free flowing emotions for all to see,read and express to me what they feel.
While I take this step and rekindle the excitement, currently the biggest change in my life ironically is that i have decided to take a break and stop working for a while ! Ten long years in the same company - which gave me everything I have today- the respect, the independence and the experience , and made me what I am today - Strong, competent and responsible.
Not an easy step considering the umpteen number of questions I keep getting asked from everyone as to why did I do it, what will I do now to how will I pass time. Then there are my thoughts which keep hopping different places in my head as to did I do the right thing or did I not ....
And I feel happy that there are more rights in my head than the doubts :). Ofcourse it came after many months, many thoughts and a little planning. Guess you learn to take very little risks as you grow up.
Remember the days when we were younger and never thought of the next meal if we were with friends, never thought of the next month when we were on smaller yet happier holidays with family. Never thought of so many bigger things in life - no worries ! Gosh! I suddenly feel i lost something all these years....
ok ok... slow down Ami.... not so much in the first blog... want to say so much but will keep it for later.....
So, here I am, liking the feeling of suddenly opening up myself and drowning in a pool of free flowing emotions for all to see,read and express to me what they feel.
While I take this step and rekindle the excitement, currently the biggest change in my life ironically is that i have decided to take a break and stop working for a while ! Ten long years in the same company - which gave me everything I have today- the respect, the independence and the experience , and made me what I am today - Strong, competent and responsible.
Not an easy step considering the umpteen number of questions I keep getting asked from everyone as to why did I do it, what will I do now to how will I pass time. Then there are my thoughts which keep hopping different places in my head as to did I do the right thing or did I not ....
And I feel happy that there are more rights in my head than the doubts :). Ofcourse it came after many months, many thoughts and a little planning. Guess you learn to take very little risks as you grow up.
Remember the days when we were younger and never thought of the next meal if we were with friends, never thought of the next month when we were on smaller yet happier holidays with family. Never thought of so many bigger things in life - no worries ! Gosh! I suddenly feel i lost something all these years....
ok ok... slow down Ami.... not so much in the first blog... want to say so much but will keep it for later.....
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